Truth Tuesday: New Year, New Attitude!!

Hello everyone...let me start off by saying it is TOO DAMN COLD!!! In case you don't know I live in Philly and it is 31 degrees outside. For those of you that live in warm areas...you can go to hell..too harsh....jk lol. Any who back to me spilling my guts like I do every Tuesday. So New Years just past and I, like everyone else have a nice list of resolution that I probably only do half of but isn't that just tradition...make a list and not doing a f'in thing on it lol. Things on my list include losing some weight, learning a new language, saving my DAMN MONEY!! In all seriousness I do want to really commit to accomplishing a lot of things on my list. 2015 was interesting... I feel like it could have been so much better but I know for a fact that it was my fault it wasn't. I spent a lot of time worry about things that I have no control over, which lead to me not being productive. When I'm sad, I crawl into a little ball and don't want to do anything and that is never a good thing. I was worrying about what other people think and feel, worrying about where I am in life and the list goes on and on and looking back on it, I was worrying about a bunch of bull sh*&@. My biggest worry in life is getting older and looking back on my life and having so many regrets. This year my main promise to myself is to be a lot more POSITIVE! Keep the negative thoughts out my head and put more focus on things that will make me happy instead of worrying about things that make me sad. Being sad or depressed about things that only I have control over was really foolish. I have full control over things like saving, losing weight, who I let stay in my life...even though that shit is really hard to do.. there were things that I could have done to help those situations and not hurt them you know what I mean... So I am really determined to just keep a positive out look on things and even if its a slow pace to be more productive then last year even trough tough times and not worrying about bs. With my weight I just want to make better food choices , exercise more often and work towards having a heathier life style but not stress myself about it and that's with everything I tend to stress myself out about. I am determined to see the positive side of every situation and every person instead of  picking apart everything that is negative about it or them now and in the future lol... Next year I want to look back on 2016 as the year I hustled harder then I ever have in my life!!!! Thank you for being all up in my business...No I love you guys, this is therapy for me. I hope you all enjoyed and can relate some kind of way. Thank you so much for reading and stay tuned for You Tube Vids!!!! I delete my channel for some dumb reason and now I'm bringing it back so stayed tuned for more of Me! lol Thanks again for reading... share, like, follow and I hope you have good night... see ya tomorrow!!