Truth Tuesday

Ok, so cool has started again and thank the heavens above I am almost done! This is my last quarter, even though I must admit I am going to truly miss school :(. I was so nervous when I first started college because I have been out of school for about 10 years (I'm old, don't judge me). I swear I had this dream that I was going to fail everything and I have done pretty good for myself, 4.0, thanks for asking. So for any of you scared to start school again for any reason, don't be I did it and so can you! I also have been making changes in my life, I have began the journey to enlightenment. I have been reading books on Buddhism and I feel that a lot of what he was teaching needed to be applied to my life. Buddhism is not a religion (or a cult like my mother seems to think) it is a philosophy based on  ethical behavior, meditation and devotion. I know for a fact I wont be reaching enlightenment in this lifetime because I have yet to learn the skill of clearing my head, living for the day, not worrying about the material stuff, not feeling jealously or hurt but I'm working on it. I am a cancer for goodness and if you are into signs like I am you know we are the queens of drams! I am a work in progress :) Speaking of work in progress, the diet is starting next week, serious this time( isn't this what every person going on a diet says.) I have been in my feelings about everything, stressed, sad, all of the above and have been opting out of exercise and eating right. So I'm getting over the hump and refocusing on my body, focusing more on what I can control and not what I cant. Meanwhile I am in class and I am starving,  Pray for me ya'll lol