Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Truth Tuesday: Just Do It

Hey, Everybody :) It is 11:42pm and I am so happy to be in my bed. Sometimes it feels like I work 24hrs a day; even though I do have day off but long story short I am currently in love with my bed. So last week was my BIRTHDAY!(July12th) I turned 29 and I have to say I really enjoyed my birthday. I ate dinner with my family and my closet friend at the Cheesecake Factory (sooooo good) and I got my nose pierced!(It hurt like hell, but it was quick :) I'm a very laid back type of chick so this was my kind of celebrating. I don't really feel too much different, I have grown so much these last couple of years but things a pretty much the same. I have learned a lot about myself and there are still  a lot of things I want to change. I am the type of person who likes to analyze, complain (sometimes) and worry about things that I cant change but also about things I can change. I come to realize (which I should have realized along time ago) that I have no reason to complain about the things I can change I just need to shut the hell up about it and change it. I cant complain about still living where I'm living but I'm not saving the money to move. I cant complain about not loosing the amount of weight I want to loose if I'm not dieting or exercising. Life can be a simple thing if we sometimes pick the simple answer. Anything you want in life you have to work hard to make it happen. At the same time the things you want may not happen over night and you cant give up or loose patients. I am the only person reasonable for my happiness and the direction I want to take my life in. If something or someone makes me un happy I have to change it. Now I have preached this to other people but never practiced it myself. I would sulk and complain and vent to who ever would listen but that didn't make a difference; I had to take action. Sometimes I wished I could find that genie in the lamp, or hit the lottery and that would fix all my problems but that's not realistic. I have to work for the things I want and intend to continue to do so. It is talking FOREVER to get the things I want but that's life and I need to have patients. In time everything will be as it should be (don't know where I go this from...I think a movie.) I AM TAKING A STAND! I am not going to complain or worry...the things that I can change, I will change....the things I cant change I will try to turn into a positive and just deal with. Now I'm going to try and go to bed...I hope this all made since and I wasn't just rambling lol....Thank you soooooo much for reading and goodnight :)

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