Truth Tuesday: Self Reflection

Hey everyone hope your having a good day :) I am so tired. Work is not hard, I just rather sometimes be in my bed. I'm sure you all can relate. So what's been going on with me??? Well If you have read my blogs before everything in my personal life is still the same, I am still single :( But I have realized (just today lol) that maybe I should take this time and work on getting myself together. I'm not a complete reck but there are things I want to work on like my heath (the healthy lifestyle struggle is real) and just stuff, at almost 30, I feel I should have by now. Still sucks to be alone but I have time to be in a happy and healthy relationship; Bae Is Out There Somewhere! On a sad note my grandmother passed away this Saturday. She was really sick for a long time and even though I am sad, I'm happy she doesn't have to suffer anymore. When someone passes it always makes you think about your own life. In my life I have avoided a lot of things that made me uncomfortable; I have even avoided people. If I didn't see a person in a long time or meet someone new I wouldn't make the effort to call or to keep in contact with them. I would feel weird and uncomfortable because I didn't know them and/or too much time went pass. I realized by doing that "being anti-social" I have missed out on a lot of good times, getting closer to family members and possible good friends. I always say to my self " If I just...." Life is too short to live with regrets and I have to try and do things that are out of my comfort zone, We ALL Should!!!(if your not already.) So on that note I'm going to end this blog, hope everyone is living life without regrets:) R.I.P grandma.

Truth Tuesday: Life is too short.

Sorry this is late, it's just been one of those days. Being a women sucks sometimes. Every month we get a visit from the devil and along with it comes cramps, acne, cravings, unnecessary emotions and fatigue. If only men could experience this; oh what a world it would be.....anyway I heard some sad news about my grandma. I won't go that deep into it but my grandma has Alzheimer's disease;and doesn't have long too live. When you are going to loose or have lost somebody regardless of your relationship it still holds a great sadness. It also reminds you that life is too short to let it just past bye. Sometimes I have stayed away from things and people because of fear. Its not a easy thing to do for a introvert like me but I will try my best to break out of this. Life is short and filled with ups,downs, good and bad experiences. It makes us who we are. Everything we go through in life makes us stronger people. Live life is the moral to this entry, try to make the best of each day.

Truth Tuesday

So schools out until the 6th, but I am not having a carefree break. I am completely stress out because I have the task of finding my own internship before returning to school and as much as I have been trying I still have gotten no responses from anyone! If we do not have a internship we fail and I have worked to damn hard for my 4.0 grade point average, Hello! I can't give up though I just have to keep trying, right. Has far has my wait lost journey, my stress has made me not too interested in counting calories. I do have to refocus though. I was so happy when I lost my 7 pounds and want to loose way more by the time summer comes around again. Don't get me wrong I love my curves but I would like to unfold these rolls. The bread baking in the back is just not cute for me anymore. Maybe next week I will have more weight lost to report. Wish me luck on this internship, please!