Truth Tuesday: The Stress Is Too Real

I think I need to call today tired Tuesday. I have been going through it this week since Aunt Flo came to visit, with her unwelcomed a&$#. All I wanna do is eat chocolate and sleep. Anyway I have been feeling stressed :(. As I'm sure most of you understand when you have no choice but to live back home with your parents your life changes. I have been in this situation for about 2 1/2 years and I'm telling you, I have been feeling like I have went so many steps backwards. This situation has become a major stress factor in my life and even though I am working towards getting my own place, it takes awhile to save. Also saving is becoming a issue because every time you try to put something away you realize that you need to take it back out because you need something or a holiday/birthday is coming up. Like for example completely didn't know when Father's Day was so of course guess who had to get a gift??? To add to everything it falls on the week that I got get paid, how great is that :/. Nnow I'm sure your saying "oooohhh they will understand you don't have it this week well your WRONG I'll never hear the end of this ish. Sometimes people don't understand that you have savings for a reason. They think because you have it, that you always have money and you can pick from it anytime you want to, THERE CALLED SAVINGS, I'M TRYING TO SAVE !!!Also I give money to my mom which is like a rent but it not as much but sometimes (All The Time) I wish I could keep my damn money. I love my mom to death and even like my step dad (sometimes) but I feel like I'm a little kid again. I understand that it is their house their rules but sometimes I just wanna smack them around a little bit (I would never hit my parents lol.) I could complain all day but I wont, only I can get myself out of this situation and I will continue to do so. Other than that not much is going on but....... I am starting back up my YOU TUBE again!! I haven't done a You Tube video in about a year but I want to get it started back up again so if your reading this please go check out my youtube channel A.J Marie https://www.youtube.com/user/phlajones. I am still a freshman to the blogging game so please don't make fun of the camera quality lol. I will be posting Wednesday, Friday and Saturday, please show some love and support. I am doing a video tomorrow, a Hair Store Shopping Haul!!! Please Check It Out, Like, Subscribe and thank you so much for reading this today :) Happy tired Tuesday!!!

Truth Tuesday

GoodHey everybody, if you are in warm weather I don't like you! Jk, It's so cold in Philadelphia I can't even feel my toes :(. So I got good news, I got a interview!!!!! I'm actually at my second interview today. Somebody finally called me. It's a part time offer but it's better than nothing. I will be merchandising and that is something I love to do so I'm happy. It's also tax time which makes me even more happier. On the diet tip, I am not doing good. I was slacking a lot a bit but I will get back on track as soon as a get a schedule going. I was thinking of getting a waste trainer so I can get that coke bottle look(still a thick girl so like a thick coke bottle.) I'm not a expert on it, so please, if you have any thoughts about it, advice, suggestions please let me know. I heard that so many people were wearing the trainer and not training lol. I 100% intend on working out and eating right while wearing this thing, I don't wanna be the girl who wears it out and acts like that's really what my stomach look like. Valentines day is approaching and I don't know if I have a Valentine :( I'm scared to go on date lol; it's just not what it use to be. Oh well, maybe it will be me, a nice wine and Netflix. Oooohhhh and 50 Shades of Grey comes out ooooohhh. I definitely need to go see that. Even though I don't agree with the casting for Christian Grey; in my head I pictured him totally different. Let me know if you agree???? I have to go now they calling me for my interview, wish me luck. I'll tell you all about it when it's over :)........Upadate: Looking Good So Far Just Gotta Take A Test AndThen I Think I'm In.